You Cease to be

I have left my humanity behind
for you
for what I now must do
going back
calling again on who I was before
in the darkness without love
once again I embrace my Demon
to feel him
to be him
the warmth of pity and remorse
ripped bleeding from my soul
I have suffered fates in this life
beyond your comprehension
I have endured agony and strife
fear you can’t imagine
left numb
right here
where I need to be
for you
I feel no remorse
for what I want to do
I feel no pain or fear
only the rage
and now I unleash it here
all for you
all for me
broken and bleeding
you cease to be